posted by
sevenhelz at 09:21pm on 08/02/2007
i has snow. not much, but enough to make me cold when i walked in to uni this morning. it was slightly surreal - i'd been telling myself there was no way we'd see snow, but there it was, melting on my eyelashes.
i love the eels.
i love aerosmith, possibly against my better judgement.
i love my flatmate shaz's version of cheesy pop.
i love euphoniums, especially when david thornton is playing them. OMG HE PLAYED MINE FEEL THE JOY XXD
i love family. i love them visiting me especially :)
i love getting on with people, even if i'm not the most important thing in their lives. i can deal with that, right now.
i don't love realising my easter hol is longer than i thought and i can't change my now-booked tickets without at least a £5 charge, but i'm still visiting the beautiful
bluecassandra for a few days.
i've had a rough couple of weeks emotionally, possibly due to late period and resultant PMS. it turns out that's probably because my body is sync-ing with my flatmates, so that's okay. i've spent time this week just chatting with people, relaxing and not worrying about the work - yet i've also got a lot of things done, including keeping up my practise and improving my top notes (see learning journal, going up later tonight, for details) - and i feel more like myself now. more able to keep up with the work. more able to cope with the money issue, despite having worsened it for myself. i've stopped digging an emotional hole to lie down and die in, and the funny thing is, it feels like i'm only just getting over the holiday season, when
glitterybint's classes are looking forward to half-term!
i sort of wish we didn't have such long holidays. i need other musicians around me for motivation and encouragement. but i will survive.
love to all.
xx
i love the eels.
i love aerosmith, possibly against my better judgement.
i love my flatmate shaz's version of cheesy pop.
i love euphoniums, especially when david thornton is playing them. OMG HE PLAYED MINE FEEL THE JOY XXD
i love family. i love them visiting me especially :)
i love getting on with people, even if i'm not the most important thing in their lives. i can deal with that, right now.
i don't love realising my easter hol is longer than i thought and i can't change my now-booked tickets without at least a £5 charge, but i'm still visiting the beautiful
i've had a rough couple of weeks emotionally, possibly due to late period and resultant PMS. it turns out that's probably because my body is sync-ing with my flatmates, so that's okay. i've spent time this week just chatting with people, relaxing and not worrying about the work - yet i've also got a lot of things done, including keeping up my practise and improving my top notes (see learning journal, going up later tonight, for details) - and i feel more like myself now. more able to keep up with the work. more able to cope with the money issue, despite having worsened it for myself. i've stopped digging an emotional hole to lie down and die in, and the funny thing is, it feels like i'm only just getting over the holiday season, when
i sort of wish we didn't have such long holidays. i need other musicians around me for motivation and encouragement. but i will survive.
love to all.
xx